My baby is no longer a baby

Yes you still are a baby. But each day your little fingers get a little bigger, and your hair grow a little longer.

You are growing up so quickly. I love it and hate it. I can't wait to watch you grow and teach you new things. But I also want you to stay a baby forever despite the sleepless nights.

At night when I am feeding you I love to smell you and feel your soft baby skin. I love to look at your little wrinkles for knuckles.

I don't want to miss anything but feel like I miss everything.

One day you will understand when you are a mommy.

Since you are growing so quickly I want more, now. But know now it not the right time. But I would give you all the brothers and sisters I could if I could afford to bring you all up as you deserve.

I want to bottle up your baby smell and keep your little feet and fingers. I will miss you being a baby but can't wait for you to grow up. I just imagine what you will look like and sound like.

I love you.